CHIAKIP START- MARCH 2016
this is going to be a bit long, but this is dedicated to chiaki...ily... i really admire how chiaki looks up to heroes, because when he was young he was sickly and couldn't move around like he used to, those heroes represented his potential and what he could become. and i feel like that's why ryuseitai is so important. when he's performing on stage he's literally living his dream. and those opening lines mean a lot to him and he wants to be like the sun and burning bright because he was at a really dark part of his life.
i also love chiaki's big heart, this man literally takes time out of his day to preform lives for the children in his neighborhood and interact with them. chiaki loves kids because when he was a kid he didn't really have the best life. chiaki always tries his best and even though people try to being him down and mock him he still stands firmly by his unit's side. when he cries in baton pass, he cries in the basketball court. kanata is usually at the fountain and the rest of the unit is usually in their classrooms/clubs,, he didn't want ryuseitai to see his side of him. it breaks my heart so much. he mentions being a good senpai a lot, and i think he wants to set up a good example for his younger friends because when he was a first year he was often depressed and had to rely on himself. he's so wholesome tbh, that he wants the best for everyone. he is so- i can't describe in any other word- good. i really want to ease all of chiaki's burdens.
he feels guilty for "dragging" everyone into joining ryuseitai but listen: kanata was an outcast, tetora was chasing in the steps of someone else, nobody understood shinobu's ninja persona, and midori was shy and insecure about his appearance, and thought his journey on the idol course was a mistake. chiaki understood all of these people's feelings, bc he was once an outcast himself. in their own way, everybody can be a hero as seen in ryuseitai because of all the work chiaki has done to make them feel that way. he's always had this team mentality. heroes can do anything, and they always save people regardless of the situation. in supernova, he says how people are like shooting stars and how everybody has potential. chiaki, please believe in what you say, i believe in you so so much. he's also been through a lot of hardship as well: "But I still picked myself back up every time... I pushed myself to get through each and every problem. I struggled and struggled until I could call myself a man worthy of inheriting the color Red."
im really proud of him for overcoming his insecurities. i get that he can be overbearing sometimes and annoying, but I feel like it's to compensate for the lack of emotions he was feeling in the past. chiaki must be under a lot of pressure to conform and be his way. i believe that his own hero is himself, because he has the bravery and determination to help others. chiaki, please take care of yourself sometimes. i love you so much!!
he's also beautiful as hell?? he has the softest brown tousled hair and maroon eyes. when i first saw him i blushed so much because he's so gorgeous // T T // he's also so cuddly, and has such nice broad shoulders and the most radiant smile. HE MAKES ME SO HAPPY!! LIKE THINKING ABOUT CHIAKI JUST MAKES ME SMILE AAA "I love you guys so much! But it’s because I love you that I shouldn’t be carrying you around and spoiling you forever!" HE IS SO FULL OF LOVE!! i just want to hug him so bad. chiaki's also a huge dork who cries at the sight of eggplants and faints in a room of girls. there's just so many sides of chiaki to love.
he offers so much encouragement, but inside he's also a boy that needs love and reassurance. ryuseitai was once a well known unit, but it lost it's charm, can you image the burden chiaki has to lift it back up? i feel so empty thinking about chiaki completely breaking down and thinking that he's not good enough. chiakis been so strong this entire time, cheering them on. it just makes me feel so sad and hopeless when i see chiaki depressed, and getting a glimpse of his second year life really made me admire him more. chiaki singing until his voice is hoarse and everyone mocking him...the things he does for the sake of others... he's just SO KIND AND SELFLESS..HE IS A TRUE HERO AND I'D DO ANYTHING FOR HIM. he just wants to make people happy and feel loved and i never ever want him to doubt his abilities as a hero.
"Ahaha... No good, I really didn't want to cry until after graduation, at least not in front of the kids... But I'm reaching my limit." HES SO PROUD OF HIS JUNIORS AND WANTS TO SEE THEM SHINE, HE WOULD EVEN SACRIFICE HIS OWN HAPPINESS FOR THEM AND WANT TO SEEM STRONG IN FRONT OF THEM AND HE JUST HAS SUCH A WARM HEART TT I LOVE HIM SO SO MUCH
seeing chiaki's face is like a reminder that i am strong enough.
chiaki to subaru: believe in your friends— your comrades. there are times that you get it wrong or slip up on the account that you’re human though. god he's just so reassuring and can comfort anyone.
chiaki made me realize what true strength is and to never give up. he makes me so happy, and i am being truthful when i say that he saved my life. i can't remember how many nights in the early hours of the morning i stayed awake thinking about how chiaki would handle the situation. i love him so much and im so proud of him for coming so far. i'll always be waiting for you, hero!
thank you chiaki. you are the hero that i aspire to be every single day of my life. i love you.
"or actually…with everyone in ryuseitai supporting chiaki, there can be nothing scary in this whole world."
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